A lot of us might wish we hadn't seen the finale of The Vampire Diaries season 5, but Nina Dobrev really hasn't!
Although the 25-year-old actress poured her heart and soul into channelling Elena's immeasurable grief at the death of both her lover and her best friend, she hasn't faced watching the scene on TV yet.
In an interview during SDCC, Dobrev explained how drumming up the emotion to play the scene convincingly had taken her to a dark place as an actress, and it sounds like she isn't ready to face the raw scene on screen just yet.
Although Dobrev blames time constraints and her busy schedule for missing the seminal episode, it seems pretty unbelievable that she doesn't have a laptop around to view the most intense acting she has ever done...
Check out the short interview for yourself below;
I don't know about you guys, but I would love to see a reaction video of Nina feasting her eyes on the finale for the first time.
I know she used up a whole lot of tears while she was actually filming the heart-shattering episode, but if she didn't cry at the finished result she might really be a vampire...
Are you surprised Nina Dobrev hasn't seen the season 5 finale yet?