Gideon--create a new journal entry for December 9, 2014.
Yes, I am responsible for many deaths. You see, everyone in this universe was made for a reason. We are all characters of a huge story. We all have a unique niche. In order to fulfill our jobs, sacrifices must be made--but they are for the greater good of all the worlds.
Isn't that obvious?
Just keep that at heart from tonight and now on...