When it comes to Paul Walker's death, many, just like me can't stand the idea, so to us he is still alive. Everytime I watch the Fast & Furious saga, or Into the Blue or even, one of, if not THE best movie he ever made, Hours, I like to pretend that he is alive and that is him. Now.
And if his death can affect fans like us in the unimaginable way it did, imagine how his friends must feel. Since he died a little over 2 years ago (November 30, to be exact. With his friend who was driving.), his friends expressed how they felt over and over, like Vin Diesel emotional interview:
And Tyrese Gibson at his funeral:
And who can forget Vin Diesel singing See You Again in his memory at the People Choice Awards?
Touching and heartbreaking.
But there is someone that did not share much of her feelings. That someone is Michelle Rodriguez. Appearantly she did not honour the memory of Paul in the best way she could. She lost herself in life and she did things she is not proud of. Here's what she has to say:
“I have to say, you know, when I lost Paul, I was like… I went through about a year of just being like an animal. Like what could I do physically to just get my mind off of existentialism? Get my mind off of how transient life is, and how we just come here and can disappear at any moment. How could I get my mind off that? So I just went summer, crazy, nuts! [Laughs] Beserko! Like I did everything I could possibly do to hide from myself. And I’ll tell you that my Ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. [Laughs] It wasn’t a sadness that he’s gone. It was more like a jealousy that he’s there first,”
This interview is part of a documentary called The Reality of Truth, where she talks about being in the influence of a psychedelic drug called Ayahuasca.
And as you can see in the video, even though she hadn't taken it for weeks before this interview, she still looks and sounds like someone on the effect of this powerfull drug.
Make sure to watch the documentary when it comes out.
For now just watch this and remember honour his smile by smiling yourself while thinking of him.